Day 27: A Problem You Have Or Have Had In The Past

I could give you a list as long as my list of rejections *awkward laughter*

But I guess... Anxiety and depression, the usual stuff... I feel like I've addressed this before and I hate repeating myself. Tonight just ins't the kind of night I feel like getting into this.

So I'll move to my third favourite character flaw...

Procrastination!

I'm literally the guy who'd binge watch series until 2AM and do his assignments at 5, after three hours of psyching myself up. I am currently procrastinating at the moment even! I procrastinated writing this until writing this became better than doing what I'm actually supposed to be doing!

It's a problem.

I'm just a lazy fuck, really.

I know you guys can relate. I remember writing English speeches in class, doing homework on the day... In high school, I counted the amount of students in front of me, and counted which problem the teacher would make me answer, and did that one while we marked the others. As last minute as it gets. I'm all about that minimal effort, easy going life. Not to say that when I get obsessed that I don't persevere under extraordinary circumstances, but yes... I am a serial procrastinator. I like to think that I'm just a professional slacker. The slacker king.

Funny enough, growing up watching Naruto, I always identified with Shikamaru the most. The guy is a genius, but lazy AF. And I know I'm competent, I just... Don't like tedious things when I have no interest in them. And I guess I have no idea what I'm doing in computer science then, haha! I love programming, but the stuff surrounding it is what kills. But yeah, I remember that every time it mattered, Shikamaru always pulled through, he proved a point... He was perfectly capable when he wanted to be.

And I guess I identify with that to a great extent.

Anyway, day 27! Three more days!