Day 06: How I Feel Today

Tired.

I meant to get home and do a bit of a feeling dump but my head made contact with pillow and I was out. It's been that kind of a week.

In a couple hours I'm writing another big test so I'm going to try keep it as brief as possible but I'm ready for my June holiday, my god am I ready. Also been waiting to watch season 2 of 13 Reasons Why, and I'll have a review up as soon as I'm done with it.

But yeah, pressure is on, budget is tight, there is too much month at the end of my money, exams are coming up soon and I just don't want to disappoint myself or others again. I feel like I do that a lot and it hurts a little, you know? There's also watching guys I started first year with who graduated this year and it's hard not to feel like I'm behind where I'm supposed to be in life, or like I'm nowhere near as good as they are. Maybe it's the truth, I don't know.

But I've got a lot to be thankful for and I'm glad that I'm already on day 6 and that I'm keeping up with the challenge, even if I'm a bit late with this post. I might make it a yearly thing, just have a month of posts. That might clutter up the feed though so maybe I'll try do 30 Days Of Reviews or something like that for the next one. I also know these posts aren't as popular and I don't market them as much, but I'm writing them more for myself than anyone else. Setting deadlines and challenging myself means I get to build up something and the completion of the challenge is it's own reward.

So until next time, thanks to anyone who sat through this.